Thursday, March 30, 2006

Well. My spring break is over. Back to coaching and recruiting and being an RA in the middle of nowhere. But it really is not all that bad. I believe it was the first time ever that I wanted to come back here instead of staying in Norman. Frankly, April might be the first month ever without visiting Norman, and I really do not mind. And although it was not exactly an easy thing to go through God has given me the grace to walk me through it. He has shown me that I may harbour bitterness that seems unrecognizable from the outset, but can lead to death. He has shown me that I relied too much on my relationships in Norman as opposed to my relationship with Him. I found that, when I am in any kind of relationship, I should do my best to include Him in everything I do. "Seek first the kingdom," which I have not been doing lately. I do have faith that he will turn this situation into something even better than what He already has. I thank God that He can put me in a place where I can be led entirely by Him.

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